Sometimes I laugh at
Myself, for being foolish.
Putting all my eggs in one
Basket, you could say.
I let myself be consumed
By you, thinking only of you.
I was and am still too naive
Always hoping it was you
Walking down the hall
To my room, I should have
Known better. There was
Never any hope for me
Was there? Yet I still am
Completely mesmerized by
The thought of you. How
Do I trick my mind into
Forgetting all about you?
Wanting to free myself
From this enslavement for
My mind, is all I want. Its
Funny isn't it, to let my
Emotion, be controlled by
You? I seem to think so,
Every time I hold my breath
Hearing someone walk to
My door, because I know
That it will never be you.
