Oh wow.. It tough to lose it and can't even believe what you lost but are you trying to save it until it's really lost to disappear the love through fade? Wiling to fight it and make things compromise afterall? I felt this and don't let it go and try to get it back if u really lover her. Trusting through faith are way embrace of love. I am sorry 2 hear this, and I hope you're doing alright...

Much love,
Nessy