I was so scared at first,
i was confused about whether i wanted to come out or not,
you seemed so nice on the phone.
i was starting to fall,
i just didnt want it to turn out bad.
but i did i came out.
and i am so glad i did,
you make me smile,
so much it hurts,
but it is a pain i dont mind feeling,
there is something is something there.
i am still confused bout wat it is,
i just hope to god i work it out soon,
i hate being confused,
i just want it to all work out soon,
and i hope to god it is what i want,
but i am still confused about what i want,
i love him with everything i have,
but i cant handle having him at the moment,
i just dont want to hurt him by having no time to see him,
with school work and everything else,
i love him and dont want to lose him,
i just hope to god he understands.....
