Don't you?

Don't you remember
the calm of his voice?
the sweet way he destroyed
and stole your innocence?

Don't you miss him
his cold hands on warm skin?
The deft way he explored you
and promised it would be all right?

Don't you want to feel him
confuse your thoughts again?
the way he whispered in your ear
hit you, but made you love him

Don't you miss the way
you used to sing in the shower?
but now you only cry
willing your bruises to heal?