What I can't tell you

As I sit here and think about you
Wishing I could tell you everything I feel
The hours pass and I become even more blue
Hoping all this is for real

Sometimes I think it's just a dream
But when I wake up, I realize it's not
A figment of my imagination it may seem
As I realize that you love me a lot

Everything is going so good, but it's bound to go bad
Cause nothing to me can ever be all right
Ive had guys just like you and they left me broken hearted and sad
I guess I keep waiting for that one night

That one night when I cry myself to sleep
It wont be the first and most likely not the last
The night when you tell me it's my heart you cant keep
I guess I keep referring to the past

Maybe it's time I looked ahead
And stop looking for the bad
That's what my best friend said
The one day that I was sad

Maybe it's time I start relaxing and start taking it day by day
To let you love me and quit being so scared
I guess I could and I just may
And let you know that all this time I really have cared

I guess I should stop looking for the wrong and start looking for the right
It's time I start looking right in front of me and stop referring back to the past
Then I wouldn't have to worry about that night
Maybe If I do all that it will last

So today I decided to look for the right and not the wrong and to give my heart to you even if it is a little scary at times.