Im done with this life
i dont want it anymore
Numb is what you give me
but longer is that what i want
I want to be happy
Im sick of feeling so depressed
Such a strange feeling
that follows me from day to day
Everything and everyone is changing
and this i cannot accept
everyones turning their backs on me
just when i need them the most
but ive f**d them all over
so why would they want to help
im just so sick of being sad
Good luck with that cause im still trying
to be happy and every time i try it
just feels like a waste of time. but i keep
trying and i do it without drugs and some
times i feel like just giving up but i won't
and i can't wait to read a happy poem from you i been looking for that poem over a year now lets go haily its time for happiness
god knows you 've paid your dues