For You

So many times I sit and stare...
So many times I wonder Am I Insane?
So many times I ask myself why?
Why do I care?
Why Do I not?
Why do I have these urges?
Why do I have such an untamed hunger for....you?
Why do I have these feelings?
Why I ask...Though I know .....And yet I don't!
There is something pulling me...Something inside.
I am like a fish with no water when your not around.
A heart with no beat when I don't hear your voice.
I can not think, but of you, the one who forever marked my soul when my eyes meet yours.
You push me away, refuse to care for me or let me care for you.
You judge me with the hate that you induce upon all of my kind.
You asume I can not be trusted and therefore won't give me a chance.
So I wait for you and only you, the one who melts my cold heart with a look and a smile.
For one day I will prove my intentions are true and maybe one day you will let me in and give me a chance.
For all I want in this world of darkness and despair is to be with you, the one who lights my fire.
You must realize I do care without ending and the farther you push me away the more I want you to be mine.
So I will be waiting....
For You!!!!

This is for J.W.