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by SheFlowsThroughMyVeinsLikePosion Mar 12, 2008 category : Sadness, depression / about death
If you wake up one morning and they tell you I'm dead don't look around in shock you knew i was fcked in the head if they tell you i cut to deep this time don't wonder how i could it's not a crime if they Tell you my blood stained the floor don't lock yourself up slamming the door if mum breaks down if she starts to cry don't join in her sadness it was my choice to die if mum tells you she love's me and if you say it too think before you do now that my life is through if mum asks for your help there is a funeral to attend for a broken girl who's life you couldn't mend if mum says she wants red rose's of the fcking white one tell her i want black rose's and to be buried wit a gun if she wants to dress me up in the frilly pink dress she bought get my used top and denim mini in pink i wont be caught if she cries at the alter help her to her seat her heart is now broken will she ever find her feet if they sing the fcking church songs that never made sense to me go get skillet, or my chemical romance the real me they will all see if they go on and on about everything i used to be tell em to get fcked cause they never knew me if they ask why i have scars tell em i couldn't cope let em know there is almost 200 cause i ran out of hope if you dream of me of what i did that night don't worry you'll never know cause you wont get it right if you think about my death you cut the fck out of yourself you lock yourself up it's not good for your health if you wonder what went through my mind as the blade went across it was all of you my angel and all of the loss if you think you could have saved me stopped me before i went to far helped me on my feet caught a falling star if you say you still love me know i love you too and I'll always be in your heart I'll always be wit you if one day you remember my face and it brings tears to your eyes remember I'm still in your heart and that will stop your cries