I think about him every now and then...
listening to "look after you"
and thats what he always did...
why i thought, why did i let him go like that?
i just can't understand myself sometimes...
i loved him so much
thats probably the reason why i did it...
i was holding him back right?
not letting him fulfill his dreams...
to this day i regret everything...
no regrets remember?
but i don't care...
i guess its true what people say...
you dont know what you have until you lose it...
and to this day i miss him
missing him everyday