Broken<3

I'm stuck inside this world
lonelier every day
my mind is so corrupt
and f.u.c.k.e.d. up in every way

my heart feels like its breaking
piece by piece this day
i wish i had the nerve to do
the this i want to say

i wish he wouldn't hurt me
to enjoy breaking my heart
i don't know what i did to you
to break me from the start

i didn't want to end us
i didn't want to leave
but s.h.i.t. i didn't leave you
your the one that left me

my heart has changed its colors
from bright crimson to painted black
and now that I'm standing here
realizing you are never coming back

although i sit and cry
and stay in the same spot
i wish that you would die and leave
and go to hell to rot

i don't know what i did to you
for you to hurt me like you did
i don't know how to convince you
that I'm not a little kid

i don't know how to tell you
the truth in every form
i don't know how to tell you things
to make you want to mourn

my hearts a little broken now
all thanks to you
i hope you feel good about yourself
i know i sure do.