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by Special k Mar 12, 2008 category : Life, society / inspirational
Please look down to this world on this girl thats just 15 tell her that shes lovely and just don't be mean she has nobody left her heart swells and breaks the mirror that she looks in is full of anger and disgrace her heart feels so black and nobody really knows so she continues to lie hoping her story shall be told the breath that she breathes is only temporary she wants to bury her body and see her name in the obituaries her mind cant even focus on more than just him her eyes keep reading pages but she is dying within her smiles seems like its fading the fake is thinning through someone can see the real her? no it cant be true the dreams that wake her up now have made her unhappy again the only place she had was her dreams thats the only place she has a friend the tears they get heavier every time they fall off her cheeks she has nowhere to run or hide so she just sits and weeps she wants to run away to get away from all the pain nobody understands her she believes that she is insane her face no longer pleases her so she tries to cut it up everybody just mocked her so she got up the guts to finally get in someones face and tell them how it is to tell them to hurt like her to live like she did as a kid to tell them that they don't know what its like to lose to tell them they have no idea to die inside not the way i do you don't know what its like to lose everything you ever had to some selfish little f.a.g.g.o.t and your worthless f.u.c.k.i.n.g. dad they don't know how it feels to watch the only who loves you die they don't know what its like to live most of your life as a lie they don't know how hard it is to get up and go to school just to be made fun of mocked and ridiculed so next time your going to say something you better say it to my face instead of talking behind my back and making me fall in disgrace tell me what you were thinking to make fun of someone like that are you really that heartless to come up with that crap and talking about her mother knowing that she is dead what if someone made fun of you if your mom got shot through the head what if someone laughed at you everyday for being different what if someone made you cry and nobody would listen so think a little bit before you make someone feel so bad think of how its makes them feel and if they will be sad