The Consuming Darkness

I remember the darkness
that still consumes me.

Slowing me down with my
own sad and painful
memories.

Straggling me with my own depression.

Hurting me with ill and
slanderous words.

I'm afraid of what is to come
of me.

The secret I hide is burning
me from inside.

Why won’t it go away!

I want to end my life but no
im afraid

I'm afraid they will call me
names and speak ill of me
still

I’m slowly dying as my pieces
of hope is fading away

Oh, if only I can just hold onto
just one good memory of my life

help me..........

help