I DONT REMMEMBER A DAY WEN NITE FELL AND I DIDNT DROP A TEAR ON MY PILLOW. I DONT SMILE WITH OUT IT BEING FAKE,gOING TO BED EVERY NITE WITH BROKEN DREAMS, WISHING I COULD LIVE LIFE WITH OUT CARING, MOVE ON WITH THE PAIN DEEP IN ME. HAVING TO GO TO BED EVERY NITE WITH A NEW DISSAPOINTMENT, KNOWING THAT IT WILL TRULY NEVER CHANGE, KNOWING THAT I WANT OT TRY BUT SUMTHING WILL ALWAYS BRING ME DOWN. HAVING TO HIDE THE REAL ME AND STILL BE JUDGED. I KNOW I NEVER ACCOMPLISHED ANYTHING (JUST HURT MYSELF) BECAUSE THEY ARE ALL DREAMS, DREAMS THAT I HAVE TO EVENTUALLY HAVE TO LET GO. iM NEVER HAPPY AND PROBABLY WILL NEVER BE. MAYBE ONE DAY I'LL HAVE DA COURAGE TO CUT DEEP ENOUGH AND HOPE FOR NO MORE PAIN.@##$@
