Someone I Can't Have

There is this girl,
I know her real well.
But she has the whole world,
in the palm of her hand.

One strand of hair,
has guys in stares.
They all fight over her.
But I like her most.

Her and I have always been close,
real close forever.
But I want us to be together.
I wish no one but me,
wanted her.

Sometimes it's like talking to a tree
But she means everthing to me.
I don't like to say this,
but I love her.

Life would be so different without her.
Who knows,
something wierd may occur.
But I doubt it.
My life has changed because of her.

This one guy is always on her,
never leaves her alone.
I hate that guy.
So, I punched him in the eye.

He started to cry.
Just then,

I thought i heard my life end.
But no,
I wish it did.
It seemed so clear to me.

I wish it ended that night,
that night it ended in a fight,
Sometimes I try to kill myself,
or at least my memories.

I want to die,
instead i cry....