Illegal

Who would of thought that you would have hurt me
you said you would always love me until we died and as far as I know you still alive in Montana. What did I do wrong tell, I wish you the best I hope you get and keep a girl.
As far as I know it should be Illegal to break my heart.
If you want the life that I have I will give you that pile of dirt. I took us to the movies I bought us the tickets even though we were to poor to by popcorn I went in with out and for the movie started you walked out the doors.
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel, the only thing thats real. The heart I have has a whole the old familiar thing.Try to make it ho away but I remember everything.
Illegal is the way Im feeling for giving you my open heart all I do is cry about the things that we never had and the things we could. I hate you but I dont I want you outta my life but I stil want you in.
So tell me why since you have been gone the only thing I know is days did you give her you last name and why your so faraway and I'm still close.
YOU SAID THAT YOU WOULD LOVE ME
UNTIL YOU DIE AS FAR AS I KNOW YOUR STILL
ALIVE.