Every time I found the words to say
What I thought would make things okay
I kept it all inside
slowly drowning in my pride
I never could admit my own mistakes
Some how I thought things would fall into place
and I made a change
too late
Here, past all the lights
where everything’s clear
nothing seems to change
how I love you
and now
you’re gonna leave
I’m just slowly dying here
inside
trying to let go
Maybe I just thought I had you here
I thought that you would not go anywhere
I abused my position
and I didn’t care
and now that you no longer turn to me
and it seems that you got over me
I can hardly breathe
you no longer need me
I’m just sorry I found out late
but all the choices I Made
I thought of me
and not how it’d be to watch you walk away
I know I’ll never make it right
but everyday I try
in hopes you might come back
you’re where my heart’s at
I have to find a way
And everytime I think of you
its hard for me to think of what I can do
I used to have you here beside me
I just want you here beside me baby
How can the sun keep shinin’
when my whole body’s cryin
I know I never told you why
I need you in my life
