All over again...

Can you feel the pain and tears that i cry for you my life feels dead like i'm in a fricken zoo pieces of my heart the blood oozing down my chest you have ripped it out and shoved it in the past this past was your doing the feelings i am feeling know you created this mess now fix it up! as i cried on the floor that very day wishing my whole life away wanting to throw it in your face i took out a gun and put it to my stomach i look into your eyes with my tears causing some blurry sight i was feeling so hurt i was wondering what you would do if i did pull this trigger right in front of you my headache's my eyes seeing red spots my legs weak as i fall to the ground i lay their crying once again i couldn't do it damn it i couldn't pull the fricken trigger i wasn't strong enough to pull this gun out my hands were already shaking like a machine broke i look up back into your eyes and just sat their and wonder why the hell did you do this to me you caused me pain beyond belief i wipe my tears and get up off the floor and started walking to the door and as u got to it i turned around and said "hey by the way screw it i'm leaving" that's when i turned bact to the door and grabbed the handle the sun light suddenly bright on my face i smile for once and walk outside like i was finally free...