One then another
Tripping to my toes
Eyes glisten in the sun
Shutting the curtains
Recluse
The pain
Reliving that day
Embarrassment
To this day
Can't forget
Trouble everywhere
At a distance he is
Never close
Never to far away
Maybe one would be good
His voice I long for
His gentle words
Screaming in my head
I made a mistake
Crying to sleep
If only he knew
Living here
Living now
Tears big
Tears fall
Thought maybe, just maybe it was over
Jealousy rises
Tears again
I don't know him
But yet I've been so close
Everywhere I look
Everything I think
Ends up relating to him
Ends up relating to then
I want it to be over
Want it to end
Never come back
Never haunt me
Want the mistake never to be made
Maybe it would end
The final word should have been said
The final word "No"
