A Deep Look

Some days i wish i could leave this life of mine,
take a little trip back in time,
stop my birth before it took place,
never allowing the world to see my face,
the world as i know it wouldn't change in anyway,
most people would not notice if i was gone it would be just another day,
but then i think of the people i would leave,
the people who matter most to me,
my brothers and sisters and mom and dad,
my niece and the love of my life that i wish i had,
these are the things that keep me happy and staying alive,
keeping me from ending my life before i even reach twenty-five,
when i think about it i think life could be worse,
i could be the only person on earth,
no friends or family to be here by my side,
no brothers or sisters who if i was in trouble would be ready to ride,
some days are hard and other days will be harder,
but i try to pass it like bridge over troubled water,
i thank god for my family and friends who help me get through the stress,
because if i did not have them i would probably be in my final place of rest,