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by StandStill Mar 14, 2008 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
On a moonlit night summer begins to fad away and a girl walks alone on cool sand listening to soft waves reminds her of that day she used to love him a beautiful boy but he played her used her heart like his personal toy they used to walk side by side and in him her secrets she'd confide they used to leave footprints on the beache's sand as they walked through the midnight hand in hand she thought it was forever that it would never end for not only was he her lover he was her only friend but once upon a times don't exist in real life and they were torn apart reality a biting knife so now a lonely girl is walking bitter on the sand knowing he'll never be there to hold her cold hand she needs the pain inside her to stop, to cease she's searching for a way a silent release her head is screaming she throws herself down on the sand she can't shake the feeling of his warm hand but his tenderness grew cold she knows this in her head and she wishes for a way a way that she could be dead she hears the oceans soft pure waves and an idea does appear slowly, coldly on her face appears a tear no noose for this girl not a single shot nor a bloody razor nothing scalding hot a simple way to kill the pain would be to drown it in the waves the moonlight clears her way for her and she follows the path it paves to the waters edge she walks her inner demons cry they know now the fear of death, to die and with one prayer she throws herself down a heartbroken girl the ocean does drown