An Honest Lie

I had to move on because I couldn't take the pain.
His love was exciting and deep,
But now it's not the same.
There were just too many lies and way too many games.
I am reaching out for him, but he won't take my hand.
I wish he could feel all the heartache that he's put me through,
But he will never understand.
He always said that he would love me until the end,
But now he says we just need to be friends.
Sometimes he still looks at me in the way that he used to.
Every once in a while, he'll even whisper a soft "I love you."
I say that I am over him, but that too may be a lie.
I just never knew how honest I was being
When I said, "I'll love him until the day I die."