Sometimes I think its all my fault
No its not I thought, I know I'm the cause
For all the pain he keeps secret and hides
And always too late I'm the one who finds
That his smile is broken and his words without spine
I didn't know love was something you could tax and fine
Till I ruined him by trusting someone of the past
Now I lay here in darkness that I wish to forever last
Wishing my ribs would crack and rip through my lung
Remembering our last moments that were so fun
Worry fills my mind to the rim
As our future suddenly goes grim
The things I would say if you just answered the phone
Fearing that maybe your heart is already of stone
You'd never admit if I had hurt you
But your fragile words I can see through
Thats what you hate about me I know
Now instead of telling me to go
You refuse to answer my calls or letter
And I sit here praying that you're doing better
I wonder now if you hadn't been perfect without me
At least it seems like thats what you see
Its a shame I can't take your hand or hold you close by
But I guess thats what I get when the fault is all mine
