I sit in my room, staring out the window.
I think about everything that's going wrong.
The tears fight to break free from my eyes.
Here comes the tears, and I wish I could disappear.
The first tear rolls down my cheek, softly on my skin.
The dawn of the night begins to settle in.
I start to cry.
Just wanting to be left alone.
I don't feel like I want to die. I just want to cry.
My tears mean so much to me.
So I don't let anyone see.
I block out all my surroundings.
Just disappear into my own world.
I start dreaming of my life, and all that it could be.
I think of having a guy. Someone who will love me.
But I don't want to let him see me cry.
No one will ever see my tears.
I just don't feel like i can trust anyone.
My heart feels heavy,
It's filled with secrets.
I let them out by crying.
So no one will ever know my secrets or see me cry.
