Til my heart stops beating

Every day gets harder, as I get weaker
I always wanna run away
Things are worsening
But I really can't do a thing
I'm a stranger to myself
I'm disappearing, slipping, slipping
Every cry is real
Every hit leaves a bruise
The air tastes stale
And I can tell I'm gonna lose
I wanna stop believing you'll be there
Please tell me, this is just a bad dream
My surface corrodes
I'm nothing but an open wound
You make me feel like a joke
Just like the rest of them
You just like me choking
And impeling the sharp object
Til my heart stops beating
Well as usual I was stupid
You won this round
I'll begin crying
When your no longer around
Cuz it's not the lies that you sing
But what the silence will scream
When you leave
Again, this is gonna be goodbye, forever