I'm not invisible

I don't know how many times
I've forgiven you without a sorry
I try my best
And you still don't know me
I'll never be perfect and neither will you
Sometimes in a heart
There's just no more room
Your scowling faces
And following
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone
You don't love me like a father
Tomorrow maybe I'll forget to come home
I hate you so much
I hate who you've become
You hurt me again
I need to run away
I need this to end
If only you actually cared
That both of you drown me in fear
If only you were really here
I need you here