Midnight

It all comes back again
The bickering, the numbness, the void inside
I feel like the road is swallowing me whole
Instead of letting me walk it
Again, I am to blame
But I did nothing wrong
Hardly anyone knows how much I crumble
When the lights go out
And I am left with them
They give me everything and nothing
I feel the ground start to sink
Another sleepless night, I knew it
Another lost appetite
The scars haven't even begun to fade
So what happens when they never do?