I love you but you dont care

I love you but you don't care
you came into my life with a sparkle in your eyes
i thought maybe just maybe we could make it
i thought wrong
you were everything i ever wanted
i was wrong
you seemed as if you loved me
i guess i got that wrong too
you were the guy i thought could make me smile for once..
you did..
only to take it right off again
the first time you kissed me was when i fell in love
but I'm just a stupid girl
with hopes to high
living in a stuffed up world
you shattered my heart
but i still love you with all the little pieces
but i got to move on with my own life
take the good with the bad and smile with the sad
but you know I'm not that kind of girl
someday you will cry for ME...
like i cry for you..
at least I'll get to sleep at night when I'm over you.
but i said I'd love you till the day i die.
sorry I'm not dead yet..
i would take a bullet for you.
but you would put one Through me.
shot me i don't care.
at least I'll be happy.
some day you will miss me.
like i miss you.
someday you will need ME
like i need you.
maybe one day you will come back for me.
when that day comes i wont be there.
it's heart breaking to know that you will never be mine.
even more heartbreaking that i knew it all along.
my heart is your punching bag that you punch everyday.
if i was an angel I'd make your wishes come true but I'm just a human girl loving you.
if you love me let me no
if you don't then let me go
someday you will love me
but i wont love you!

some of the lines in this poem are from some quotes i found, if they turn out to be yours and you do not appreciate them being in there, i will remove those lines!