A dream that will never come true

I sit down and stare, thinking of you,
Are you thinking of me?
Do you miss me like I miss you?

Maybe if I dial your number on my phone
And maybe you'll pick up again.
And maybe, just maybe ill hear your voice again.

I think back to our last day,
When we last kissed goodbye.
I told you ill see you again soon and ill b waiting.

I think back to our last phone call,
I told you to hurry up and get back,
Leaving you in a rush without bye.

I asked you for one thing,
And that ill never get from you,
And it kills me so much now.

I cant understand why god took you,
Why couldnt He wait till you got back?
I missed you so much!

Last 10days I spent with you,
I made them hell!
I hurt and upset you!

I hope you know Im sorry,
It wasnt the right time for me to be with you!
But I never knew it would be our last time!

I get up each day forgetting that re gone,
You feel so distant, and I feel so alone!
I cant understand why you couldnt come home.

Its like you dont exsist no more,
A dream that will never come true,
An empty life without you!

But dad I still love you,
Even though we always fought,
And never got on!

Youll always be on my mind,
Whether youre a dream,
Or a reality.