I have too many ghosts and too many demons
Also a past that I really regret
But you give me strength in my moments of weakness
And for once I thought I was at peace with myself
I've been burdened with pain
From my past for too long
I've lived in this place of pain, and depression
Each time is different but the pains all the same
It gets hard to wake up every morning
Knowing my pain is still there
And I never dreamed home would end up being
A place I don't want to be
At last I can see death is patiently waiting for me
And I know theres no guarantees, but I'm not alone
Because I know that you'll be here right beside me
And when all that you see is the pain in your life
It makes me Happy to know
That your here for me
I've tried my hardest to live a good life
But I just didn't know how hard that could be
I've loved all I could
But I've lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out who I really am
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere in this life
All I can say is that I love you
But you'll never know that
Because I'll never tell
You've helped me get out of this hell
And put me back on the path to Heaven
Like I should have been on all this time
