Awww sweetie.... i know how you feel.... im going thro sum stuff with my husband right now... im only 19yrs old and got a kid on the way to.... its hard when all of a sudden someone tells you they dont want you... i know the feeling of to want something to work so bad but u dont know if it will.... cuz thats wat im going thro.... so just give it time and if its meant to be it will