I want him to love me
and only me
but it just cant be that way
its not easy
we find it all to say
when i can he cant
when he can i can't
we avoid speaking silent to ask if its meant to be then why isn't this working
they do say that waiting makes it all worth it
but it only seems to be hurting more
I'm patient to wait
but i want it to be so perfect
I'm in need and so is he
I'm trying to make it worth it
I'm trying to stay away
but more than that i am just reminded
i want this to be my first
to be my first everything
but its so far away
and i can't find my way
but i am trying to stay
