I dont want to love you!

I want it to stop
i want to lose it all
i dont care what happens
i dont care if i fall

i cant live without you
so why am i still here
when the only thing i want
is to disapere

people say to talk out your feelings
show your fear
but why would i do that
when the only person who listens is in the mirror

im tired of wiping my face
of these tears you made
imm tired of you not caring
as i slowly fade

i dont want to love you
i dont want you here
im so afriad
you can smell my fear

please stop just go
i cant live with you around
when you dont even care
that im dropping to the ground