Humbled and Broken

Here I am
Humbled and broken
Echoing in my head
Are the words you've spoken

I lash out in fury
Then back down in shame
I've now I've lost
I'm the loser in this game

I try to speak out
To at least be heard
But the pain swells from within
Forbidding me a single word

How do I tell you I love you?
How will my words get through?
That I've had everything I've ever wanted
When all I had was you

Now you're saying good bye
Telling me to "have a good life"
You don't know that those words penetrate me
Like a cold and rusty knife

The tears aren't doing anything
They stay on my face and dry
I don't care anymore
Maybe i deserve to cry

I want to hold on
But you tell me I can not
So what to do with this worthless heart
Just sit and let it rot?

I try to see other girls
But they fall short of amazing
Which is exactly what you are
So they all go down blazing

It all feels like a bad dream
When from which I've yet awoken
So here I am
Humbled and broken