Broken Wings Forgotten but Beating

Somewhere outside the line
I thought of what we did
And how deep inside
Were the emotions that I hid
Because surely I don't love you
I never had the heart to do so
And I am not sorry at all
There's nothing here to show
So walk back to your life
Enjoy what's going with your family
And make one small little promise
To never again think of me
Because seriously my dearest
My heart belongs to another
And I just couldn't help it
The feelings wouldn't smother
So one last time I think of the days
When we were in each others arms
And all of our thoughts
Were going off like alarms
Because inside we both knew
That what we did was wrong
And I have nothing for it
Not even a deadly song
I don't know why I did it
I don't know why I chose you
Maybe because it was just something
I really needed to do
But here's one last bit of hope
One last chance of redemption
Just forget about what happened
Forget about my seduction
And somewhere in my mind
I'll forget about it all as well
And know that I didn't need you
Because I never fell
I just went back to where we started
A broken little thing
Something quite pathetic
With but one wing
And that's fine with me
And long as its fine with you
And it doesn't really matter
I know what to do
I know that I need to find
Someone who loves me more
Someone who will hold me
Instead of rushing to the door
And frankly you could never
Learn to play my game
And even if you ever did
What is there to gain
I'll tell oh so simply
The answer is easily nothing
Because you can't win at all
When you don't start with something
I won't become what I fear
Not with you in in the lead
The things I said to you
Were lies I chose to concede
And I'm sorry for that too
I didn't mean to lie
I just didn't know how
To make myself fly
But that's all good and that's all fine
Because I know I'll be alright
Even if it really means
I'll be alone another night
So kiss me on the lips
One last goodbye
And I'll whisper in your ear
Just one last lie
I'll tell you that I care for you
Though I know that its not true
And I'll walk away from this
And think no more of you