Number 1 love

Its winter but i don't think my heart is suppose to feel so cold,
my birthday is coming and I'm starting to feel old,
I am strong i am bold,
Ive live in the hood my whole life and I'm starting to mold,
but ill be gone when the right time comes,
when it does ill finish what Ive done,
and i know ill make it cause I'm number 1,
number 1 is me,
the power will take me places for that I'm me,
i am unique,
god made me to find and seek,
seek for fortune,
for dreams,
themes,
and it almost seems,
that ill never find the right lady,
but maybe,
I'm shady and looking in all the wrong places,
looking for all the wrong faces,
and wasting my time,
maybe if i wait she will come,
and we will connect and make that number 1.....
VON1