WHEN IT COMES TO THE TRUTH..

I DONT THINK I SHOULD TELL U EVERYTHING, CUZ I GET JUDGE FOR WHAT I SAY OR WHAT I DO.

IT SEEMS EVERYHTING I DO, IS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU .I LAY DOWN AND I WANNNA CRY, BUT THE TRUTH IS I'M HOPING I DIE...

CUZ I'M TIRED OF THE PAIN, IM TIRED OF ALL THE FEAR, AND ALL THE DIFFERENT THINGS LIFE CAN BRING.

SO WHAT I'M REALLY TRYING TO SAY IS "WHO AM I" DO I KNOW MY SELF...DO U EVEN KNOW ME. MAN I SO CONFUSED, I SWEAR THERES NOTHING LEFT TO DO

IM TRYING TO BE STRONG, FOR MY BABY GIRL.

BUT MAN , WHAT'S THE USE IF ALL I DO ISN'T GOOD ENOUGH FOR HER OR MY FAMILY ESPEAILLY MY FRIENDS.

SERIOULY MY WORLD IS COMING TO AN END....

WHY ME???? WHAT DID I DO WRONG. YOU KNOW EVERYONE ISNT PERFECT...NO MATTER HOW MUCH THEY TRY..

MAN I DONT CARE WHAT PEOPLE SAY NE MORE, ...I DONT WANNA HEAR NE ONE SAY ... WHY CANT U BE LIKE SO & SO.IAM ME , LOVE ME OR HATE ME.

I DONT CARE NE MORE....

I'M TIRED OF BEING NICE, WHY SHOULD I SO IT CAN TURN AROUND ON ME.. AND I GET TREATED LIKE IM NOTHING... I DONT THINK SO.

BUT NEWAYS, I'VE SCREAMED MY HEART OUT, AND CRIED SO MANY TEARS .AND YET NO ONE CARES ....

YES I ADMIT I'VE CHANGED ..BUT I'M A MOM NOW WHAT CAN I'VE DO, I CANT CHANGE THAT .. AND U KNOW I'M TELLING THE TRUTH..

SO WHATS THIS MEAN, IS I WANNA JUST GIVE UP ON EVERYTHING... CUZ ALL I'M DOING IS GETTING HURT..

AND MY HEART IS IN PAIN NO MATTER WHAT I DO.. THIS IS FROM MY HEART...

FROM ME TOO YOU