Broken Mind

My fish is swimming in circles
I can tell he is going crazy
trapped with absolutely nowhere to go
thats how I feel without my baby

Splashing to the floor
the rain is falling down
like the tears flowing through my eyes
creating puddles on the ground

the t.v. is on just static
whispering but no one there
meaning absolutely nothing
just black and white, fuzzy and unclear

the clock just keeps on ticking
its ever lasting tock
here i sit in my wooden chair
back and forth I rock

spinning, back and forth, twirling, running, trapped, stuck, forever, falling, hitting, crying, drowning, empty, alone, hollow, lonely, scared, dizzy, feint, darkness, blurry, ticking sounds, forever, back and forth, forever, falling, forever, unclear, forever, rocking, forever, crazy...forever

I'm here in this world without you
my way I cannot find
slowly I am freaking out...going crazy
I am functioning with a broken heart and mind