I HURT SOMEONE CLOSE TO ME, MY LOVE, I DIDN'T MEAN FOR IT TO HAPPEN, HE HATES ME FOR IT I CAN TELL, NOT IN A CRAZY MEAN WAY, HE JUST CANT FIGURE OUT WHY AND HOW, BUT I DID HURT HIM, IT SUX, ITS REALLY HARD TO SAY,BUT I KNOW I DON'T EVER WANT TO DO IT AGAIN, I WILL NOT, BUT HE DOESN'T KNOW THAT, HE KNOWS WHAT IS IN HIS HEAD THATS ALL, I WISH HE WOULD BELIEVE ME BUT HE WONT, I WISHED I COULD GO BACK AND CHANGE IT, BUT ITS ALREADY DONE, I JUST WISH IF THERE WAS SOMETHING I COULD DO, BUT ALLS I CAN DO IS WAIT FOR ONE DAY HE WILL WAKE UP AND REALIZE I AM HERE, HE DOESN'T HAVE TO PUSH ME AWAY ANYMORE, I KNOW I SAID THAT WHEN WE FIRST GOT TOGETHER, BUT SINCE THEN I FEEL IT HAS MADE ME STRONGER, I AM NOT USE TO BEING IN THIS SERIOUS OF A RELATIONSHIP, BUT I LIKE IT, ONE DAY HE WILL SEE I JUST WANT HIM TO LOVE ME AGAIN, INSTEAD OF PUTTING UP WITH ME, I DO LOVE HIM, WILL IT EVER GET BETTER?
