Whats a girl to do?

I try to get by
try to get through each day
Try to overcome the hardships
thats always come my way

But its hard
for a person like me
to be the light for everyone
when I'm not even free

I am always in fear of Dawn
of her day of renewal
and not to mention Dusk
and the day of our epic duel

I have demons attacking me daily
My parents always scorning
and not to mention Obe
is now forever mourning

I've never met my real mom
my birthdad I never see
why must life be hard
for a person like me?

My grandmother is dead
my boyfriend moved away
as you can see
I am currently in dismay

I thought I would be normal
but now I'm like no other
And hey, i even have to
share a mind with my brother

Yet through these hard times
I'm still alive and well
But as for my future
No one can surely tell