What I've learned of love (part 2)

Better for you
Worse for me
But I'd do it all over
So you could see
Just how much you mean to me
You'll never know
The pain I bore
So you
Wouldn't hurt anymore
The silence I kept was just a tool
I never meant to be cruel
I wanted to keep you safe
And protect your heart
I'll admit
It probably wasn't smart
But i had to try
And do what i could
I'm sorry i made you cry
I sorta knew i would
Your words were true
I kept running away
My feet wouldn't stop going
When i saw the dismay
It's not that i didnt love you
It's that i didnt know how
I didnt allow myself to feel
And i regret that now
I couldnt tell you how i felt
When i learned what was true
You were moving from me
Which were my intentions for you
I ruined the before
I wont screw up the now
You deserve the best
And this is how