Why Do I Love You?

I didn't do it, I swear.
But the memory comes back to haunt me.
It won't go away, Please, leave me alone.
NO! it's not true! your telling me lies!
STOP! I don't want to hear this!
Can't you see my tears?
Your harsh words are beating through me,
Like a dagger through my heart...
Please, stop this, now...
Before I fall down this black whole we've created.
This hatred between us, should it be here?
I thought we were meant to be,
But apparently I was wrong.
Why do we attempt to Love each other?
You and I both know the truth.
You may think this feeling is love,
but I feel completely different.
This causes me severe pain,
Can't we just move on?
Yet something pulls me back in.
Why? Why do I love you?
I suffer from your actions,
and from our reputation.
How did it end up to be this way?
I'm not quite sure i understand, completely...
but for now, I think I was meant to be...
but we are not...