Please don't go away
I'll hold on until I believe you're completely gone
The second time in my life nothing at all is clear
This is one of the worst feelings
I hope that it will fade
I need you now
This state of mind feels every day more and more like a nightmare re-run
Waking up is a relief until I realize I wasn't dreaming
No matter what they say
It's so confusing
Tell me you didn't really leave that day
I'm not giving up life
But I need to feel something, become un-numb
Some just don't get the way this is all unreal
I need a way to feel
Even if pain is what keeps my emotions alive
I'd change it all if I had only paid attention to the signs
Now I can only blame
Myself and God
Thinking this out way too much
But that has helped with nothing
Reaching the same conclusions
Like a CD on repeat, the facts aren't changing
Don't want to help myself with pain
I want to feel the hurt you had to go through
And I'll hold onto it, cold and sharp
Real and alert-won't let this pass me by
Missing you and everything we went through
Please don't say you already left that way
I forget about the better things that made life worth it
Innocence, tragedy
Friends forever, memories
Don't you let it pass us by
Come back and finish out your life
