I felt,saw,heard..then remembered

I Felt,I Saw,I Heard..
I felt his cold words creep up my spine,

bring a shiver and pause on time.

I felt his hand when it hit my face,

leaving a hand print as its trace.

I felt the blade as it hit my vein,

releasing the agony,releasing the pain.

i believed his words and took them to heart,

giving him the power to tear me apart.

The whisper of wind now blows against my grave,

and to breathe again a wish i crave.

I see him place a rose that i do not wish to see,

i hear the whisper of his voice asking why'd you leave me?

I Then remember how he told me to go an die that day,

i remember how i said OK and he just walked away.

maybe he didn't believe me...maybe he didn't hear my voice,

either way in the end i left it was a hard choice

At first it didn't hurt and no tears had left my eyes,

but once the knife had done its slit i remembered all the lies.

i felt the devils hands grabbing at my soul,

suddenly the situation..was totally out of my control.

i tried to scream his name,

i tried to stop and yell.

but a voice can only yell so much,

before entering eternity hell.

i feel the breeze and bugs nibbling at my skin,

i hear no heartbeat from my body with in.

Suddenly the thoughts go through,

and i remember I'm really dead..

by denysia Chapman-madden