Just a Friend?

by Im Not Emo   Mar 18, 2008


My heart bleeds from a reopened scar
Once again I've fallen too far
The insanity rises to the next stage
As my unbearable sadness turns to rage

Fighting wars with myself in confusion
Pushing away friends while in delusion
Breaking mirrors to dispose the reflection
Sick of seeing the pain of his infection

Convincing myself there's nothing wrong
But deep inside the hatred is strong
Waking each day and wondering whats real
Realizing each night that I will never heal

He hurt me so bad I should have let go
Sadly I should have done that awhile ago
Facing the facts doesn't work anymore
Because I know for sure its him I adore

But Im scared to let my guard down
Its always the same the next time around
Afraid to hurt others I care about
But him I cant seem to live without

The opinions of others hit me really hard
Saying once again I will be scarred
But in the end I just keep fighting
And all these poems I keep writing

But truly tell me in the end
Should I leave him just as a friend?

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  • 15 years ago

    by NiRo

    Loooooooove it!

  • 16 years ago

    by Kayl

    Always the hardest question to ask yourself,
    asking th same thing right now!

  • 16 years ago

    by Aure

    It's a truly great poem, the contence is great, the story comes right from the heart and you poured your soul in it. And that's the most important thing in poetry.

    But the eye wants something too, work a little on the visual effect, leave some white lines between in this case every four lines or so.
    This doesn't change anything about the contence or the words, for they don't recuire changing (and that's a compliment), but it would make it easier reading.

    Keep up the good work, I hope I was a help with this comment

    xxxies a wannabe-poet

  • 16 years ago

    by HvN

    Great flow, great topic, amazing work :]

    5/5

  • 16 years ago

    by vivian robb

    Wow i love this poem.. u described feelings so well!! 5/5 from me. XD