Who turned away?

This is the futuer, that was the past, it happend so sudden, it all happened to fast,
In a blink of an eye we both turned away, never looked back cuz wat would we say?
Just in a heartbeat like that you were gone, never turned back, now you admit you were wrong.
I'm trying so hard, but this feels like the end, we fight all the time, its so hard to be friends.
As much as i want to, it get harder for me, wanna scream and shout "just let me be"
But something wont let me cuz i need you too, having you as my friend will just have to do.
I'm happy were i am now, and it ain't fair to my boo, that I'm laying here sayin, how much i love you.
I hope you know were i'm coming from, and i hope you understand that not today or tomorrow can i take you in as my man.
I'm trying so hard and its hurting inside, that if i leave him for you, You'll play wit my mind.
You say your heart hurts, and mine feels the same, we both turned away, so who do we blame?