The truth.... is to painful to be told
I lie to myself, never really wanting
to admit the truth within.
He doesn't love me
He doesn't call
He doesn't text
nor does he visit.
I put excuse that maybe he's confused
but in my heart i know.
I keep fighting, i wont let it be.
Why cant my poor heart just
understand that its not meant to be.
I'm very much in love with him
Why couldn't he just feel the same way?
HOW AND WHEN DID IT DIE?
HOW COULD I NOT SEE IT COMING?
I want it to work
I try so hard
it wont go away
the pain wont leave.
I keep trying to convince myself he doesn't love me but i cant accept it....
So..
Dear God, Please bring my baby back
Please, I'm begging you.
From the bottom of my heart
Please let things work
Please let him fall in love with me
Please don't make me go through
this pain.
Its not necessary,
it really isn't.
Only you have the power
to change whats going on.
Please have mercy
and bring him back.
Look at my broken soul
and make him regret.
God, did you hear me?
