Hush Little Ones

Hush little ones stop your crying
I may not be by your side
But your big sister is here
Hush little ones please stop shedding these tears of yours.

I know me disappearing hurt you yet once again
I know your big sister has disappeared yet once again
But every teardrop, I shall be there to wipe off your face
Every fall that you may take, I shall be there to lift you up.

We may be miles and miles apart,
But your big sister knows the pain you are going through.
I know how painful it is to watch her to walk away
To make you wonder how come she did not love me enough to stay?

I have been there little ones.
The memories that you shared of the laughter
The memories that you shared of the tears
But it was for the best that she left.

The abuse that she caused
Could never be replaced by the memories.
The pain that she caused
Could never be replaced by a single I am sorry

Hush little ones please stop your crying,
You still have each other to bring you out of the darkness hand in hand.
I wish I were by your side for this time of need
I wish I could give you hugs and tell you everything will be all right.

But listen to me carefully,
She can no longer hurt you now that she has gone.
She can no longer ruin your lives now that she left.
She walked out because she did not know how to love.

Hush little ones please stop your crying,
Please see how better off you will be without her
She can no longer abuse you
She can no longer take your childhood away like she took mine.

Your big sister knows how painful it is.
She walked out on me also
She just left like I was a rag doll
That had no feelings.

She does not know how to express her love
She does not understand the pain she caused us.
Please little ones stop your crying
The tears you shed will not make her walk back into your lives again.

As you watched her walk away
Out the door she went with everything she owned
You watched her drive off in that beat up car of hers
And not once did she look back.

I may not be there to tell you everything is OK
I may not be there to tell you that she loves you
But my dear little ones I am there by spirit
And I am always holding you in my heart.

I wish I could go back in time
To stop her from leaving you two,
I wish I could stop the tears
You should not have to shed a single tear for mommy to come back home.

Hush little ones please do not shed another tear
I wish I could show her the angels that she walked out on
My only wish that I ever wanted for you two
Was to never experience the pain of feeling of a mother that did not want you anymore.

Hush little ones please stop shedding these tears of yours
I wish I could take your pain away and put it on my shoulders
I want to be able to hold you and kiss you tell you everything shall be okay
But the truth is everything will not be okay.

This pain will never go away
You will always wonder, How come she did not love me enough to stay
The tears will stop shedding though as time goes by
I hope one day she will realized what she left and will come back for you two.