Sweet Realizing

Pain, Suffering,
How much you have hurt me,

Tears, Blood,
Just let me be finally,

Bruised, Embarrassed,
For trying to please thee,

Broken, Unstable,
Of course now you leave,

Angry, Hateful,
How could I not see,

Crazy, Distressed,
No where left to flee,

Suppressing, Depressed,
Hiding my tears showing glee,

Ashamed, Bleeding,
Why did I change things?

Exiled, Banished,
You no longer have my key,

Healing, Deserting,
About time for this sweet realizing.