Scared and scarred

Times are changing
But I'm scared to move on
Living in a world
That I don't quite belong

Whispers of the past
They always taunt me
Nightmares instead of dreams
Continue to haunt me

I think I forgot how to love
And with a broken dance I cry
No amounts of cuts
Could ever bleed out the pain inside

The pale clouds above me
Pour down a gentle rain
The dim rays of the sun
Only ever increase the pain

It's easier to let go
Than to hold onto your hand
Because I know deep down
You'll never really understand