Monday

Dear Diary;;

So Many Feelings
Trapped Within My Heart
I'll Spill My Secrets Page To Page
This Is Where It Starts...

So Hard It Is For Me To Explain
All These Feelings Kept Inside
Trying To Smile Everyday
Trying My Hardest To Survive

Funny How Everyone Ignores My Real Frowns
Its Like The Real Me Fades Into The Background
Do You Not See The Tears?
Do you Not Here The Weeping Sound?

I Feel So Small Everyday
When You Feel Like This The Feelings Never Really Go Away
Hated By Your Parents
Called By Them Every Single f**king Day

You Expect This Beauty Queen To Smile
Never To Cry
Envied By Many
Wouldn't Think She Wants To Die

Secret Loves
Blood Splattered Tears
Broken Families
Unknown Fears

But Yeah Ill Brush my Long Brown Hair
Plaster On The Make Up
Trying To Get On With This "Perfect Life"
&& Forget How Much I Am A "F**k Up"

By The Way "Babes"
Don't Think You Know The Real Me
You've Only Read Mondays Page In This Diary

xx